I've been a CGC member for almost 10yrs and yes I've paused my membership during some of these years for various reasons but I've always received great customer service, enjoyed my surprise boxes, and trying different gins that are local and worldwide! They are treat boxes for me and I pick and choose when I'd like one, I've been a monthly subscriber & quarterly subscriber, but I like the flexibility of choosing. So if I didn't want a box one month I would just skip it! For me, it's easy, no worries and been a pleasure to be a long term member! Thank you CGC!😊